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i had something really good to write about.. but i guess since i cant remember what it is it cant be that important..i didnt go to school today because i didnt feel like being repremanded for lateness and receiving detention so oh well..

hmm i was thinkin about people...

and stuff..

god damn what was it...

so sam and gillian are fighting.. over.. me? wth... well sam is kool but gillian seems a bit obsessive cussing at sam beacuse she hung out with me or something.. uhm..

what the hell did i want to write grr..

i did show up tonight for rehearsals.. i went to school at 5 to see what time they were because amanda had called me about it .thats it.

ok so today i didnt go to school blah blah blah but i showed up at the middle school because dr currence wanted my help with some things and she runs this after school thing to help kids so i helped tutor this one kool kat named anthony. he is pretty kool. his organization sucks ass and he needed help with math so i was all about it. he just doesnt feel like putting stuff away i guess.. and it was so .. well iduno .. teachers might think that because youre good at something you can help teach it to some people but its kinda hard trying to explain something that you just get..

he left at 430 and then i went with dr currence.. AH dr HEDBURG.. i keep forgetting she got married but shell always be dr currence to meeh. ^_^. yeah she me this kool guy from germany online and she married him.. hes an inventor of all sorts of stuff hes a kool guy .. anyway so i went with her and played volley ball in that dark blue depressing uncomfortable middle school gym but it was fun because i was like covering half the court and the little 13 year old girls were all giggly and such.

i went over to the high school at 5 when i was done and found amanda in the black box gdoing her homework so i took her home with me hahaha... we played outside with the dog and watched that weird woman on tv who reads childrens stories and she had a coucilman on there iwth her it was SO RETARDED. amanda made me change VH1 because it was "too risque" and then she tries to make me watch a woman giving birth on discovery.. O_o haha.

we went to rehearsal and i was falling asleep until we went into the auditorium and i sat 2 rows behind everyone else.. she took random volunteers to read scripts and just before she planned to move on she was like Bruce i want you to read Tony (impromptu).. i was flattered.. and sleepy.. i read for nink in the pot boiler who is an actor playing a villain its a long funny story...

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i know there was something else....

i wish i had the time and energy to put more pics up because i have some good ones... tisk tisk..

im going to my dani gs birfday party on friday yayyy ^_^ i reallyreally..really miss here.. we were like.. sack and balls u kno?.. she still makes my ham n cheese complete. iduno what to get her.. haha

and my bday will hopefull be kickass this summer. booh. yah. im makin a list and .. checkin it.. twice.. er.. no.

ok shoot me now

goodnight.

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sayonara, aishiteru.

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i wish that i could make her see..
shes just the flavor of the week...
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i love you anita.