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May 24, 2001 When I met Alan, he started to become the man that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with…as scary as that may sound. He had all the qualities and characteristics that I envisioned in my perfect guy. Since then, he has done nothing but solidify those thoughts. In a perfect world, this wouldn't be a problem…but in my world, this is. Alan is leaving for German in about a month. I have a couple weeks before I leave for school by the time he comes back from his trip into Europe. This means, that if my attachment grows more than it already has, then my heart has a scheduled heartbreak in about a month. Alan isn't my boyfriend, and I am not his. A long distance relationship is absolutely out of the question. I am falling in love with Alan. Herein lies a big problem because Alan is too perfect. What am I going to do? 
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