I want back, those good old days When I was happy in my own ways
And now when it all 'really' mattered I can’t see my dreams being shattered I try damn hard, but cannot be brave Feel like a loser, dug my own grave
Curse my fate I just woke up now Got to pull myself up now somehow I realise the many mistakes that I made For those were the ones, for which I paid
I’ve all through lived in my little dreams To think beyond it now, wiser it seems I can’t just brush away all my pains It still hurts, cos the memory remains
Fate’s playing his old cruel joke I can’t laugh, I’m already broke It is not easy to bring myself to blame But I’m being consumed by this flame
Father Time give me another chance I ‘ll give the past one more glance I long to make changes to my past I want happiness that can forever last
It all happened fast, I don’t know how I’m despairing, god what do I do now?
--- VINOD.G (vincruise@rediffmail.com)