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If there is more that you wish to know about me, write to me and I will tell you what you wish to know.  I warn ahead of time, I tell no lies, I don't sugar coat anything.  If you ask me something, be sure that you wish to know the real answer.  I am brutally honest.  Still, I am concerned with other's feelings, but that is one thing that is wrong with this world and our society.  They want things fed to them slowly or softly.  If something is harsh, it should be seen as it is.  You take the meaning and purpose from things if you don't tell it like it is.

I will start it off.  Am I guilty?  Yes, but of what crime is the answer.  I am no killer or murderer.  This I can prove with a short story.

In 1995, I was attacked and almost killed.  I disarmed him, and had him in a position to kill him, or harm his as I saw fit for attacking me.  I did nothing except walk out of the cell.  I then was attacked again and as I doctored my wounds, again, I disarmed him and as he lay knocked out on the floor, I walked out again.  Does this sound like a killer or murderer?  I was within my legal right to kill him for trying to kill me, I would have only been defending myself.

I chose to walk away just as I tried to do with this case.  I was the one committing the crime, but I was attacked by the victim, and during a struggle for a gun, it went off.  There is evidence to prove what I say, it isn't something I've made up.  The state's own witness said he saw the victim attack me and the struggle for the gun.  If I had any intent to kill the man, I could have done so from the beginning.  Minutes before he attacked me, I even fired a warning shot to scare him to make him run.  If I was trying to kill him, why would I fire a shot and draw attention to us when we are in the middle of a parking lot, across from one of the biggest malls in Houston?  I am not a killer, have never been a killer, and will never allow this place to make me what I am not.

Bye for now, but hopefully, I'll hear from some of you all.

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