I feel really awful,
-Erin Knapp-
for what I have done to you.
I am really, truly, very sorry,
and I know that you are too.
how would you feel,
knowing that I'm not really for real?
In my mind all I could see was my fear,
that someday, maybe, you wouldn't want me near.
All the time I was lying to you,
I was scared of your reaction,
I was scared of what you might do,
if you really knew the truth.
But most of all, I was scared to let you know,
how much I really do love you.
March 16, 1999
Poetry Links
- How I Feel -
- Silence -
- A Letter to Ryan -
- I Hope You Know -
- Over It -
- Bye-Bye -
- Destiny -
- In A Glance -
- A Stranger’s Death -
- The Rose That Grew From Concrete -
- Never Say I Love You -
