Poetry Page 3
Navy Blue
The ocean came a calling and took him far away.
His bags were packed and ready but I begged him to stay.
I wait and wait for letters and the phone calls too.
He left me here crying and now I'm Navy Blue.
The anchor has fallen and the ship is lost at sea.
Tell me you're coming home, yeah coming home to me.
Our time is fading away and I still don't have a clue.
I'm drowning in my sorrow because I'm Navy Blue.
My Miracle Baby
The red lights started flashing
and nurses ran in the room.
You had no oxygen,
were you alive we had no clue.
On the way to the emergency room
I remember closing my eyes.
Dear God Let him live,
for him I will die.
I felt them cut me open and you were gone.
I saw you so lifeless but I still felt that bond.
After many hours I got to see you it just tore me apart
to see you lying there with tubes monitoring your heart.
No answers were given to me that day
but the Lord took over and your life he saved.
Four years later you make my heart smile.
My youngest of three, my "devil" child.
Full of life no a true angel fallen.
Thank you dear God for my miracle baby Kollin
My Little Guy
You are the middle son and my devil in disguise.
So determined to have it your way no matter who is right.
I love your independence and the way you stand your ground.
The way you love to push buttons to those you are around.
I love your "coolness" and I love your fight.
Such a big hearted kid yet you hide it inside.
You have what it takes to go far in life.
Don't be afraid to fight your battles, be strong and soar high.
But never forget who you are.
You're mama's little guy.
My Last Breath
I took my last breath and forever closed my eyes.
My soul left my body and my eyes were forever dry.
My ashes were gathered and spread all over the sea.
It was finally over and I was able to be me.
No more memories I can't explain
no more rejection and pain.
No more wanting to be just friends
no more wishing the day would end.
No more constant tears that fall.
No more wishing or not wishing at all.
I took my last breath today and died by my own hand.
Death is the only thing certain, I've taken my last stand.
Letting Go
I want to let it go,
I want to say goodbye.
I want to make it go away.
I don't want to hurt like this inside.
I want to kick it to the curb.
I want to see it die.
I want to stop the endless dreams,
I want to stop the fight.
I want to be able to smile.
I want to feel free inside.
I want to end what is wrong
and to make it all seem right.
I want to last forever.
I want to be your friend.
I want to let go of the past
please help me make it end.
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