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Lyrics
Lyrics by Garth
Jarr EP
NOBODY
Tortured souls, they get together once a year
To find a new way into heaven
Touched by angels forced to shake the devils hand
Who signs new wavers on their future
An hour ago, A minute away
Nobody understands at all
Nobody hears what keeps us awake
Nobody quits the fear long enough to get there
Corporate princess keep your heads together
Be the ones to prove this world is so wrong
Get the mad seasons out of your eyes forever
See the different sides will make us so strong
All that’s between our lives
These changes we’re looking for can be
So perfect, is it worth, is it worth it
To break the silence in our minds
DEAD STAR
Lyrics by Garth
I don’t want to wait here much longer
I don’t want to stay in this store front accident
I don’t want to get to know your
Better way of life to feel good
Better get the shit together
To make a change, make me go on
And now I see the real side that is me
It’s getting closer, closer
I’m taking this whole world above
Cuz I’m over this one
I’m breaking this whole world apart
Cuz I’m over…..this one
I don’t want to wish on a dead star
I don’t want to fall behind this two bit universe
I’m just gonna keep on walkin
Try to keep the fools from talking
Gotta get the thought’s together
To make a change, make me move on
And know I see the real way I can be
It’s coming closer, closer
Talk to me, let me know that I’m here
Stay with me, let me know I exist
Talk to me, I’m begging for tomorrow
Stay with me, let me know
Cuz I don’t have all the answers
Don’t know who to follow
I’m begging for tomorrow
To shed some light my way.
OCEAN
Lyrics by Garth
Heard you cryin from the room next door
It’s always, so hard to let things go
It’s funny how the sound of tears can break
So softly, against this reality
Does anybody here ever breath anymore
Has anybody here ever known not to destroy
themselves
Cuz I’m falling, deeper, in your ocean
Does anybody here ever know just what’s inside of me
Cuz it will always be
Heard you laughin from the room next door
It’s always, so hard to let me know…..let me know
It’s funny how the thought’s that make you hurt
Evolve, into a sea that burns
Does anybody here ever breath anymore
Has anybody here ever known not to destroy themselves
Cuz I’m falling, deeper, in your ocean
Does anybody here ever known just what’s inside of me
Cuz it will always be
Just a lonely sea
Falling deeper in your ocean
Falling deeper away
Falling deeper in your ocean…away…….away.
Lifer
Lyrics by Garth
Digging through life has taught me
Never bow down when we fall
We can never live twice in this lifetime
So we got to find a way to believe
Yah believe
Time's pushing all of us away, because
Time's pushing all of us…….away
Got to get a hold of some wings
To fly above the clouds and move on
Go to get our hands on some peace
To piece together answers we need
Yah we need
We make our beds, we lie in them
While our world keeps running down
And all the things we said
The vision in our heads
Theres no free ride
Cuz you warned me
Yah you warned me
Cuz you warned me
Yah you warned me
Cuz you warned
Devices
Lyrics by Garth
Touched by devices that hurt us before
Touched by deception, gave trust a bad name
Broken connection, so personal
For me to know, cuz I don't know
Where to go from here, we go from here
Cuz you can't say you know me
You can't say you know me
You can't say you know me
Tell the lies, these lonely eyes
Will see right through the pain
And all the greed, that keeps us high
Will help us through the pain
Touched by devices that make us belong
Touched by the cycle, put us in the game
Voices talking loud, so personal
For us to know, cuz we don't know
How to walk away, get up and walk away
Touched by devices we use everyday
Touched by the crisis that is us…..
That is us
Down The Middle
Lyrics by Garth
Bring on the thugs, precious victims laid to rest
Let's get out of here
Can we move on, can we move on
Connect the dot's that are missing from your life
Make them crystal clear
Can we move on, can we move on
We move on
You won't believe how far this goes down the middle
You've had it up to here
It's only one more day till your down the middle
And out of here
Can we let go, idle threats
It was all in self defence I guess
Can we let go, can we let go
Fuck you and all of your associates
That creep into our atmosphere
Can we let go, can we let go
We let go
You won't believe it
You won't believe it
You won't believe how far this goes
You won't believe it
You won't believe it
You won't believe how far
Headtrip To Nowhere
Cavalry
Dusk night settles on this desert world
Been traveling 45 day's now
My goal's to strip souls who thought they broke my peace
Nobody's gonna push this future drifter back yeah
Cut my hourse loose from the Calavery
Release all tention I'll be law
(Crystal meth burns on the silouette.)
Forced burtality always uncovers evidence!
Don't wanna be the victim man
I'll be the one standing alon
Nobady's goona hear ya when
I draw ya down
Cut my hourse loose from the Calavery
Release all tention I'll be law
Cut my hourse loose from the Calavery
Release all anguish I'll be law
Calvarly
Sheets of pain fell on this wasted land
I still believe hope is the answer
Spent my lifetime always running away
This day I conquered all my new world fear
Radical
Something told me, I'm peeling all forgiveness like I never did before
Off to the promised land now
Bless this normal soul yeah
The Pain of Shedding weakness
(Never thought it'd push this far)
We've lived eternal darkness
let there be light
Miles away you feel so small
Something new that won't forget
miles away inside your playground rage
Right away your bridge falls
Crush the truth that's a radical
Something told me I'm bleeding all the sickness like there like there never was before
the pain of shedding weakness never thought it'd push this far
We've lived eternal darkness let there be light
Blind World
When are we going to finally meet destruction
When are we gonna finally meet disorder
Pretend you're not blind and just see there's no more time
Try to make what will break
Just another fool in a blind world
Lived a lie with all the hype
Just another fool like the other ones
When are we going to finally meet destruction
When are we going to finally meet destruction
Pretend you're not blind and just see there's no more time
Try to make what will break
Just another fool in a blind world
Somewhere inside you tried to hide just another fool like the other ones just like the other ones
Pull
If I took your mind and slowly replaced it with you\\what's in my head, you'd see right through
lending all your thoughts so touching my fears and beliefs on breaking I'd need some truths
Send me down the river Soak me through my fear send me down the river help me forget the
numbness of you
Why are you always the one to follow my lead into darkness that can't e cleared
Why are you always the one to notice all rejected chances to end all my suffering whatsamatter
you whatsamattter you? Why do you follow
Pull
And I"m feeling hit Yea I'm feeling down
Will you be the one to pull my mind from the body And I'm feeling hit yeah I'm feeling down
Will you be the one to pull my tears away?
Evelyn
Slip into the mind and you will find a reckless world
Too many times I watched you abuse it A pain inconceivable makes unpredictable youth never
talk the truth
All your friends walked far away better get used to it Can't remember yesterday got to get out
get used to it
Can't remember yesterday got to get out get you out
Evelyn are you losein' it Hanging onto loneliness coming down to hard again Head trip to
nowhere Evelyn are you loosening it All the screws are loosening making you go off again
Head trip to nowhere
Slip into the mind altering what's the endless source? All the warped designs that you ever
wanted Evelyn never feared that could hurt the likes of you Am I getting through
Evelyn are you loosening'' it Hanging onto loneliness coming down to hard again Head trip to
nowhere Evelyn are you loosening it All the screws are loosening making you go off again
Head trip to nowhere
Haul
Blind crawl I step the hell away from it all One look mesh lines on to the mission of concrete
smiles brace this space I want to see you from above one look I know I'm never gonna be the
one to see you shine again
one more effort to your being your pulling out like on other I've ever seen one more push just
to be sure so make the haul
Haul my feelings coming your looking at me like I'm miles away haul my feelings coming
your looking at me like I'm trying to play haul my feelings coming your looking at me like I'm
miles away haul me feelings coming down
Break spine I'm gonna leave that shit behind think think it's all I do when you're not around
Run hide a crazy world artificial pride wild free I'm never ever gonna see you you shine again
One more push just to be sure the greatest piece of this crush will never grow all there attempts
for attention so make the haul!
Blind crawl I step the hell away from it all Run hide I'm never ever gonna see you smile
And now I'm just losing it My feelings haul behind this confused forget what I did this pain
that runs through so thick
Demon Away
Walked into a bad dream the other day saw me standing helpless the same damn place said I'd
stay away I just can't believe that these old vises got me again when will it end?
Inside I just can't ignore things that make me unsafe every time I lose it all guilt spills withing
I'm just a demon away from these fears a daemon away from being cuz I'm done with it with
him
Wake up with a fever seems I can't ignore things put me in this state every time I lose it all
guilt spills within
I'm just a demon away from these fears a daemon away from being cuz all this rage is more
than I can take
How can I live through this cycle alone? Keeping myself clear of what I've become Change all
the panic believing that's failed
Destruct, Never
I'm just a demon away from these fears a demon away from being in control a demon away
cuz all this rage is more than I can take a demon away from being cuz I'm done
Just a demon away from changing every thing yeah I'm a demon away from it all
Crackballs
Come Saturday night I was ready to fly ready to try a new high Got my ass downtown moving
so slow took a little walk just east on Hastings I met a freaky lady with a vicious weird glow
She said with a bit of cash we could go beyond a dream I could show you space travel in
smoke and then she took out a pipe that she made herself and she lit the fucker up oh yeah she
took out a pipe that she made herself she lit it she lit it she lit it
She was doing crackballs down on hastens yeah
She was doing crackballs left right and center muthafuckers
She was doing crackballs yeah like it was going out of style
you know what I'm saying?
She was doing crackballs crackballs crackballs crackballs
That sweet sweet taste
So the next week I decide to try again down on Hastings hanging with my friends Ran into that
same old freaky lady gave her the look the nod of dope yeah I knew we was ready she said with
a bit of cash we could go beyond a dream I could show you space travel in smoke I could show
you smoke
Weapon
She sit's at home with her hunger spread like a map of the world such a radical figure I cannot
reach her at all there's no sense so intense and every time that I activate this person shuts me
down.
Said I'm alone again said I'm alone again now I'm alone with my visions so I'm alone again
yeah am alone again the weapons in control
She wants me to die spitting
She wants me to load her favorite gun
She's got it down to a system
and every time it's the same that pushes me to a limit an injection to the brain
Heavy load passed away and every time that I activate this person's drives me insane
Said I'm alone again said I'm alone again now I'm alone with my visions so I'm alone again
yeah am alone again the weapons in control
She wants me to die spitting
She wants me to die sinning
She wants me to burn like a villain
She wants me to load her favorite gun
This is bliss
This is bliss
Time just slipped again memories are bent all the says just turn into one drifting miles away
just like yesterday someone's getting tired o being used
Try to make some sense of a life in hell
Tried of pulling wed's life won't grow been a long time since we touched what's true
Cuz you can't go back on a deal with the devil everything is pulling just a little too hard tired
of the fighting tired of the misery gotta get it on
Head kicked down below my mind is blank and I'm ready for bliss
Head kicked down below my mind is blank and I'm ready for bliss
Tracks are set ahead seem to be mislead years of salting wounds left wide open gotta get away
from myself sometimes
Cuz you can't go back on a deal with the devil everything is pulling just a little too hard tired
of the fighting tired of the misery gotta get it on
Try to make some more sense of it all time just slipped away again memories are bent all the
day's turn into one.
When are you? (Gonna die)
Yesterday you looked at me like I was nothing more than a loser boy
yesterday I wished you were screaming suffering six feet under ground
When are you going to die?
Leave me alone with my life
When are you going to die?
I hope it's not to long from now
Yesterday you looked at me like I was nothing more than a scum sack of shit
Last night when I thought of you, you were bleeding and rotting in a fucking ditch
All this blame that's in my head enough to burrow through a holy was your long history giving
pain that's why I always's see you dead
Company
Everyday in our bones the feeling of being fucked with beyond tired sick of this bull shit what
the hell is with all this were gonna change this
Twisting our minds with the lies
I don't ever want to be in a world of make believe I don't ever want to change myself just like
you cuz
Kicking us down with the lies ain't gonna change me
Kicking us down with the lies within in your company
Kicking us down with the lies ain't gonna change nothing
If I could fly across the sea let someone else deal with all this
If I could rape anyone that pleased me I'd be just like you
Twisted our minds with the lies ain't gonna change me twisting' our minds with the lies
Cuz we can't let go of armor built inside no more weakness eyes wide open what you represent
I feel sickness coming on no more weakness eyes wide open
You're so full of shit
Outlived
Mind Alone
You’ve got a real condition man
Suffering through life alone
Your only thought’s an open highway
Since you were just a boy
the bounty’s system
No body ever learnt
been pushing, pushing
Just to conquer
Thought’s and doubt’s creep up
Mind alone alone
Stand hard and be alone
free the soul you won
stand hard and you won’t
Mind yourself alone
You’ve got a real condition
And the sounds of overtime
Nothing in return
Stand hard and be alone
free the soul you won
stand hard and you won’t
Mind yourself alone
Lazy crooks that
left you in the cold
Stand hard and here you won’t
You’ll Mind yourself alone
You know I’d really like to leave for a while
Yea I’d just really like to leave for a change
I’d really need to feel alive
Stand hard and be alone
free the soul you won
stand hard don’t fear (?)
Mind yourself alone
Lazy crooks that
left you in the cold
Stand hard and here you won’t
You’ll Mind yourself alone
You’ll find yourself alone (x lot’s)
Outlived
I”m wrestling now with a vicious dream that victimized my head
So many times sad mistakes along the way
forget the fact
Stay so long away
stayed so long away
Depressing how this is all so real
Friends that
I’ve been through hell this time I’ll bleed
Along the way
No control I’m standing by this microphone
Stayed so long away
I can see them
Stay so long away
When are you going to admit that I don’t belong
No control
I’m standing by this microphone
stayed so long away
My eyes can see now
stayed so long away
stayed so long away
My eyes can see that
stayed so long away
I will out live
When are you? (Gonna Die)
Yesterday you told me your nothing but a loser, boy
Yesterday I wish you were screaming & suffering 6 feet under ground
When are you going to die
Leave me alone with my life
When are you going to die
I hope it’s not to long from now
Yesterday you looked at me like I was nothing more than a scum sack of shit
Last night when I thought of you bleeding rotting in a fucking ditch
When are you going to die
Leave me alone with my life
When are you going to die
I hope it’s not to long from now
All this blame that's in my head enough to burrow through a holy was your long history giving
pain that's why I always's see you dead
When are you going to die
When are you going to die
When are you going to die
I hope it’s not to long from now
Bleak
What you got now What you got now What you got now What you got now
What you got now What you got now What you got now What you got now
Whose in here hiding from the world
Whose out there confused and alone
One more day I feel like this
one step closer to finding your Grip
Long way down (What you got now What you got now What you got now What you got now)
Long way down (What you got now What you got now What you got now What you got now)
Long way down (What you got now What you got now What you got now What you got now)
Long way
Can’t speak it’s too bleak for other’s That Day
So bleak can’t speak for others That Day
Who’s in here asleep wasting time
Who’s out there afraid to feel
Long way down (What you got now What you got now What you got now What you got now)
Long way down (What you got now What you got now What you got now What you got now)
Long way down (What you got now What you got now What you got now What you got now)
Long way
So bleak can’t speak for others That Day
Can’t speak too bleak That Day
can’t speak for others That Day
So bleak can’t speak for others That Day
So bleak to the world
So bleak to your world
So now I’m starting to see it all fall down
I know others wait (?)
Long way down (What you got now What you got now What you got now What you got now)
Long way down (What you got now What you got now What you got now What you got now)
Long way down (What you got now What you got now What you got now What you got now)
Long way
Can’t speak it’s too bleak for other’s That Day
So bleak can’t speak for others not here
Can’t speak it’s too bleak for other’s That Day
So bleak can’t speak for others That Day
(What you got now What you got now What you got now What you got now) That Day
(What you got now What you got now What you got now What you got now) That Day
(What you got now What you got now What you got now What you got now) That Day
(What you got now What you got now What you got now What you got now) That Day
So bleak to your
So bleak to your
************ thanks to Ken L. for your help with this song ***************
Freeze Up
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