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I appologize for yesterday's entry. It was way to personal. I did not mean to "expose" my homosexual tendencies on you. I mean I did try to "beat" it on to you. Anyways...today is the first day of my single life for a while. So far, it has really sucked. Not really, I have just been too tired to do anything fun. My car is still getting fixed. It may be done today...I dunno, repairmen aren't always as punctual as you would hope they would be. I am in lab for the moment. It is no fun at all. We are reviewing all of the material, so it is guaranteed that I won't be listening to too much of the material. Blah blah blah...Everything goes in one ear and out the other. Anyways, I think I'm gonna have to go do something fun tonight. Maybe a movie or pool or something. Anyways, I'll think about it later, when my head hurts less.
I'm not sure if I should call it a rough patch or what. Cara and I had the talk today. What that really means I do not know. As some of you know, I was on the rebound a few months back. Cara was too...so we rebounded together. Anyways, I'm not sure if we have been downgraded to friends or what. Anyways, this time around, I think I will try to savor the single life. Why should I do this? I mean isn't being a relationships of sort supposed to be fun. Well, it could be that, but it is also a big headache. Girls can be headaches. Cara though has been a huge exception, but I think I muct enjoy the single life before going on with the coupled life. Maybe it will be easier going gay. I mean there are suitable people to be wild man sex partners with...(you know who you are)...but anal sex doesn't appeal to me...lol. Gee, this vast introspection has turned out to be too scary, must purge from head. Anyways...I think being straight and single will do for now...really.
