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Immaterial Gain
by Eric Shapiro
Among some of us who deem ourselves spiritual, the use of the word
"spiritual" causes blushing and anxiety. What a pale word it is
in the face of what earned spirituality actually provides. No single word,
however potent, can tap the pure light and color of a cosmic mindset. The
green vistas and pinkish sun rays of such a mind lie beyond the reach of labels
and terms.
Ironically, despite my hesitation in applying language to elevated states of
consciousness, I reached such states through language itself. To explain:
I discovered my "spirituality" through the pure act of writing.
Since I'd grown up under the impression that divinity could only be tapped in
churches or temples, my own arrival was quite surprising.
As I said, writing is a pure act. It's borderline immaterial. I say
borderline due to the necessity of pens, paper, keyboards, monitors, staples,
ink, bindings, and the like. Despite such material pinnings, writing
remains an endeavor to ethereal spaces. Said spaces can swell with warmth
or bend with terror, but they're always ...Other. The forceful charge of
authentic inscrutability cannot be denied when composing language.
Prose calls up imagery, emotion, sound, and fire. When reading (or
writing, which requires reading as it occurs) we recede into ourselves, we
re-enter the womb. Our senses are at the mercy of an intricate arrangement
of tiny symbols-- letters and punctuation marks-- that open corridors within us.
We find ourselves amidst strange faces and rooms. As the journey deepens,
so does the reader's inner texture. The prose has refined our very selves.
And when said refinement advances, something resembling the
"spiritual" might emerge.
Again, I have no strong terms with which to label this process. No formal
religion summates my findings. The realm of the spirit is fleeting and
slippery, and can at best be viewed through squinty eyes. But I know I see
something. And I intend to keep looking.
Eric Shapiro is the author of "Short of a Picnic," new this month from
Be-Mused Publications.
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