A History of Madness

"Five years together, Scully-you must have seen this coming..."
-Fox Mulder,
Folie A Deux

Welcome to year one of  the Journal of the Mad, lovingly archived, presumably for those few people left who still think I am in my right mind.  The journal entries are not in any particular order, since the insanity is not a localized thing, but rather, has affected me one way or another since I was able to put pen to paper.  Thus, each entry will be archived here based on the date it was posted at the Home of the Goddess.  If you missed an entry, just click on the date to find it here.  All new entries can be accessed through the incarnations of the goddess as usual. Oh, and of course, all the names have been changed to, well, you know, they've been changed. If you think that was you, it probably was!

September 3: Dec. 9, 1983-a threesome
September 10: Feb. 19, 1994-a performance
September 17: Jan. 23, 1982-a written report
September 25: August 23, 1993-a sleeping man
October 1: February 16, 1994-a Valentine's Day party
October 9: March 15, 1992-a conversation
October 16: March 11, 1994-a self-analysis
October 23: October 2, 1984-a nap
October 30: February 5, 1984-a faghag's lament
November 6: May6, 1982-a certifiable wacko
November 13:July 5, 1984-a big gay party weekend
November 20:January 16, 1985-a co-dependent love affair
November 27:November 27, 2000-a return to crazy
December 4: June 30, 1994-a decision...or two
December 11:July 7, 1981-a summer vacation
December 18: January 28, 1994-a missive on friendship
December 25: January 13, 1995-a nasty revelation
January 1: January 1, 2001-a new year's party
January 7: September 15, 1989-an abusive relationship
January 14: February 25, 1995-a trust issue
January 22: March 16, 1992-a test of friendship
January29: March 1996-an obsessive observation
February 11: summer 1994-a love letter
February 18: November 22, 1987-a hot date
February 25:October 5, 1984-a happy thought
March 5:February 24, 1982-a crazy moment, with poetry
March 12:March 12, 2001-a beautiful goodbye
March 18:July 1, 1986 -a trip with a friend
March 25:April 19, 1982-a dating dilemma
April 1: April 25, 1988-a couple in the house
April 8: April 8, 2001-a call for help
April 15:October 1, 1985-a letter to a friend
April 22: April 16, 1992-a rant about shitheads in general
April 30: July 31, 1981-a movie with friends and family
May 7: August 24, 1993-a wee bit 'o' insecurity
May 13:July 19. 1994-a trip to the woods
May 21: May 21, 2001-a recipe for change
May 28: September 29, 1982-a less than happy day
June 4: June 4, 1994-a menstrual birthday drag show
June 11: February 20, 1981-a soap opera update
June 18: March 17, 1992-an affirmative action
June 25: December 17, 1983-a confession
July 2: May 20, 1982-a shopping spree with music and an invisible friend
July 9: July 9, 2001-a nervous breakdown
July 16: November 1, 1981-a miserable after-the-church-dance thought
July 23: May 31, 1981-an orthodontist appointment
July30: February 21, 1995-a new evil boyfriend
August 5:January 10, 1994-a reminiscing of gay boyfriends of the past
August 19: August 19, 2001-an update from the psycho front
August 26: August 1, 1988-a third person encounter